Sunday, August 29, 2010

Kinky

All of you sleep deprived d-moms out there know this post is not about what usually congers up in ones mind when they hear the word kinky. Kinky in the D world takes all of the fun out of the word.

If you read about my battle yesterday then you know I went in to the night already a little worse for wear. All day Bekah's numbers were great! At 8ish her tubing got caught on a chair and pulled the site out. With only a few tears we got the site replaced and got ready for bed. David, of course decided that he wasn't going to sleep until 11:00 (that's what I get for letting the kids stay up late all summer). I stayed up until 12 to check Bekah's BG. 367! Curse you darn spaghetti!! Next time I will try to combo bolus with pasta. I give her a correction and fall into a slumber.

3:00- My husband comes in to let me know he got a 417. Oh crap! We decided to wash her hands with a baby wipe and recheck. 404! He gives a correction bolus and I set my alarm for an hour later.

4:30 -388. She is coming down so she is probably fine. Reset alarm for 2 hrs.

6:30- 394 NO!! I am too tired to think straight so I give another correction and recheck in an hour.

7:30-417 I decide that I should do a site change. I get a new site and place it in her fatty tissue on her hip because it is the only thing I can get to that I think she won't freak out about. (she has an aversion to her tummy or bum being pierced) As soon as the site snaps in place, Bekah erupts in a fit of tears "TAKE IT OUT!! I DON"T WANT IT THERE!" she screams. (she was sound asleep as I placed the inset on her) Before I can say new site she has ripped it out. We used an alcohol wipe to remove the old inset in her leg. This is what we saw.


KINKY!!

She wanted a bath to help her calm down so after her bath I gave her a correction via injection and let her rest for an hour or so before we placed a new inset. This time she chose where she wanted it and with no tears it was successfully placed. I'm keeping my fingers crossed that this is a good one.

Every time I asked her to check for ketones I got tears and stubbornness (so not my Bekah). You can't make a child pee (as we all learned when potty training our wee ones). I have on my list to call the endo on Monday and ask for a script for a blood ketone meter, it can't wait the three or so weeks for our appt. (If you want to know why a blood ketone meter is better, read Reyna's blog about )

I'm not feeling like She-RAH today. Today I feel like a pathetic excuse for a pancreas.

7 comments:

  1. Oh you are doing great as a Mom of a T1. We have ALL been there and had our days and our moments. You keep the faith hon. Tomorrow is new day. Sorry about the kinky (and I believe that is the first time I have ever typed that sentence in my life :0)

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  2. Oh DEAR my SHE-RAH!!!! You are amazing. I Joe just had a site failure in his dirt pit...don't worry a post is coming on that one...he was refusing injections, refusing a site change...finally I ended up doing it in the dirt pit...ARGHHH.

    You are doing great...there are just too many variables with "D" and not a lot of room for them. (((HUGS)))

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  3. Woman...you are SHE-ra!! You so are! ((HUGS)) to you and to your sweet girl. Diabetes isn't easy...there are good days and bad. I hope tomorrow is a good one!

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  4. It will get better! Those sets are stubborn in the beginning! You guys will figure out the best way/place for them and how to keep them from pulling out. And you are doing an AWESOME job catching these "kinky" sets.

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  5. The good news is that because you are the AWESOME She-RAH that you are...you figured out what was going on and fixed it. Today will be a better day!

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  6. Sounds like you do a FANTASTIC job!! I know what its like to have a kiddo that refuses to let you put their site in where you want it to go. We had a MAJOR running battle with Sugar Boy for the longest time with putting his CGMS on his bum. FINALLY I did what any sleep-deprived, mentally burnt out D Mom would do... I bribed him! haha

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  7. You are so NOT a pathetic excuse for a pancreas...even on your worst days with diabetes! Hope things are going better for you and Bekah!

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