Wednesday, August 10, 2011

missing my girl

I woke up this morning thinking it was Thursday and tomorrow I would get to see Bekah.  Then realized it's only Wed and I have 2 more days to wait.  I have been doing pretty good with her being gone until last night when I just wanted to cuddle with her.  I dreamed that her BGs at camp got up in to the 600s. 

Today I just keep thinking about her and wondering how her BGs have been.  How did her site change go?  Has she lost any sites, did I leave enough?  I keep wondering if she is missing home or having the time of her life.  Or a bit of both? 

I have a ton of stuff to do today as the stomach flu finally made it to my husband and now he is better.  Bathrooms, laundry general disinfecting are all on my agenda today.  I think I will wash the car and try to reorganize the girls' room as well.  (Bekah's bed is too high for Sarah to sleep with her so we have to come up with a solution...I'm thinking IKEA but that takes money so I'll let my creative juices flow and see what we can come up with)  Sarah starts puppy kindergarten tonight as well. Hopefully all of that will keep me too busy to miss my girl too much.


  1. My heart breaks with you. Though, I'm sure she's having a BLAST! I'm always a believer that no news is good news.

    I was so taken by your post regarding the puppy sniffing Bekah's ketones. That is absolutely AMAZING! I hope her puppy kindergarten goes well. Please keep us posted.

    I've seen puppy stairs at our pet store. Maybe that could be an option for you?

  2. Heidi I just went through all of those same emotions a couple of weeks ago. It was a very long week for me...and I think I had the same dream! Turns out she loved every minute of it, I just know that Bekah is too.

  3. Keep busy and these last two days will fly by! Promise!!
    I know it's hard, but if it's anything like Bean's experience, she'll come back wanting to go back next year! :)

  4. I'm catching up on blogs...I'm guessing I've missed some puppy posts! I'm sure she is having a blast, and in 2 days you will hear all about it! :)

  5. Awww...been thinking about you guys...with camp and the puppy. Hope Puppy K-garten was a blast. I found I was nervous the first few times. BTW, we are getting a new dog in a couple of weeks ~ eek!

  6. I can't wait to hear how camp went for her. I know it's been tough, yet I feel this is a monumental step for you guys. I love knowing that there are camps that our kiddos can go to where they are totally safe...I can't wait for Isaac to enjoy that amazing adventure ;)